GROSS

I am the most unproductive blob right now.
There are 3 things I can't get off my mind.
The first is the blueberry thrill mix that is sold in the cafe downstairs. But in my cheapness and constant need to convince myself that I don't need to eat because I have enough fat to burn as energy, I am still debating whether or not to go down and get it....
The second will probably be exposed soon, though it's kinda annoying to explain to people. But it's something that's been bothering me for a few months, and I'm finally able to do something about it. Sorta. I'm worried about being in dept though... Probs to my parents :(
The third is another one that's been bothering me for awhile. Even longer than the second. And it's something that I find hard to get off my mind. I write it down (I have a specific notebook for it and things related to it) but I don't really talk about it. And it's not healthy, I know. But that's me. I'm a basket case, and most of the time I can hide it away from public view. My close friend's know how neurotic I really am. And thank God I have that many friends to begin with. I honestly don't know how it happened.
Anyway, this post is pretty pointless, since I'm not even saying what's on my mind, only vaguely describing it...
This whole blog is pointless.
All I'm doing is procrastinating from the shit ton of embroidery that's waiting for me.
But soon I'll be finished my visual pun silk scarves and I'll have pictures up.
Even if I have to stay up all night again....